In Hysteria

Why did I love her

When her love was like a wafer

It had the crisp

But too brittle in nature

Why it was so sweet

But too dubious to tweet

Her affection now feels like dark cloud of suffocation

1:20 am I don’t feel sleepy

Without the music, my nights are so creepy

Closed were my eyes, with you in my mind

Unforgettable memories are like rhythm divine

I wonder if I was too stupid to lend my heart

Whether my heart was f.o.c (free of cost)on flipkart

The joy shuns when I give myself to drops of rain

Thoughts are driven, when I foresee, I fail to c u again

  

I feel iam on run,

Chased by thoughts, atrocious than guns

Who do I run from, Is it you, me or my mistake

Save me my lord, my best memories are at stake

Mind battles :K"

When in my mind thoughts rattle

Life becomes battle,

When in ma mind thoughts rattle

Uprooting my hairs

As if , on my head , graze cattle

Turbulence in my thoughts

Variance in my moods

At times I feel so good

At times as if everything glooms

Yrs of my past, my life went around you

When you are gone , I dnt know what to do

Time flies, memory defies

As if iam stuck in swamp of beautiful lies

Sticks of memories, whir in my head

I find no rest in my bed

Thoughts cry, memory defy

I feel no good, I don’t know why

Life becomes battle

When in my mind thoughts rattle

If I could sing you a song

If I could sing you a song

If i could write a song,

that reminds me of you,

If i could write a song

That calls for you.... 

A song more sung by its silence

A song that shares your cognizance

A song which echos in you ears

A song that elopes your heart

Here is my chance to sing one, 

I haven't thought of legitimate note,

In moonlight alone i sing in a boat,

Its too cold outside, let clouds be my overcoat

i sing as if you are accompany

i sing as if i were to share my last harmony

i sing as if i last lie in you sanctuary

i sing  till i loose my identity

i sing a song ......

A song more sung by its silence

A song that shares your cognizance

A song which echos in your ears

A song that elopes your heart

The song from heart

Unlike sounds of vocal chord

Are not fraud

Again i hit the chord

Splash of water, my boat topples

Edges of my bed , I grapple

Waking up to find my self fall from bed

I fall and hit my head

Recovering from my dream

I realize, it daylight

I miss the cozy moonlight

Wheedling boat ride

Something here I find missing

Where is the song?

A song more sung by its silence

A song that shares your cognizance

A song which echos in your ears

A song that elopes your heart

Bottle of wine orblood…… 01/3/2011

Bottle of wine orblood……

So sleek so fine, curves so beautifully designed

Lies in my hand bottle of wine

Blood shot colour so profound so defined

Can’t let my eyes of the blood shot wine.

Unwrapped the silver foil, Embossed with golden letters, It saidblood divine

Is it a bottle of blood or wine??

Chary look over the colour of wine

Driven by its signatory sign

I was pretty sure it was the wine

Popped the cork at nine

No sound-from the wine

Peeped in the bottle, meniscus lay like bovine

No, this doesn’t look like wine

Smell analogous to bog, that was something like wine

Lit a candle to dine,

Glittering sheen of goblet of wine

Bought one from my leftover coins

I poured the wine,

It didn’t move for a while,

Quirky it oozed out from bottle,

Toppled the goblet

On floor, shattered, the bottle of wine,

Drip by drip it seeped out,

Touch the blood shot liquid

Appalled when I touched the liquid

It was not wine!!, It was not wine!!

At times I wait, albeit you are pre occupied

At times we wait, albeit we are occupied...

Up with my needs, but unsatisfied

Contemplate about my life

I miss you on my side

You don’t deny loving me

Question lies do you love me

You land up quite

My love remains so unjustified

At times we wait, albeit we are occupied...

Life long i wait for person so rite

Life long I wait for those fervid eyes

I lay still, unable to strive

At times I wait, albeit you are pre occupied

It was my love ride

One ride, was my love tide

It was the evening , wen I decide..

I would go to barwani, just for a ride..

Stood by the train, sunshine was too wide..

Half an hour clouds came on my side,

Then I decide no one can stop my ride.

Ipod with green light, back pack on my backside (lols)

Caressed the blue tank, as if it was a horse ride..

Clouds were my companion, 120Kmph was the passion.

Drizzle caught my attention, Rains aroused the temptation.

I could feel adrenaline ingression, Hitting water droplets felt like incision

Still I decide, no one can stop my ride.

I reach my destination in stipulated time, My destination asks sme more time,

Shivering at a corner I rushed for tea and puff

My hopes grew, my warmth lit up, I was there to see someone.

Somene, who was my love tide

How would nyone know this was Ajs ride,

And AJ was on his love tide.